Miss-erable

Oh, how I so much miss this place. This is my old room in Bandung.

I miss the feeling of solitude being there. All the 10-am-waking-up, eating McDonald's delieveries, watching TV all day, making paper models.

This is how I met you, and how I left you. Empty.

3Dimension

A couple days ago, I came across a tutorial on how to make your own anaglyph image from here.

So I went on create my own anaglyph image andddd also my own "3d Glasses"

It's fun though creating both of them..

MONEY I NEED MONEY

It's so cool... I'm gonna dieee!!!!

(from here)

Color Career Quiz

Best Occupational Category

You're a CREATOR

Keywords:

Nonconforming, Impulsive, Expressive, Romantic, Intuitive, Sensitive, and Emotional

These original types place a high value on aesthetic qualities and have a great need for self-expression. They enjoy working independently, being creative, using their imagination, and constantly learning something new. Fields of interest are art, drama, music, and writing or places where they can express, assemble, or implement creative ideas.

CREATOR OCCUPATIONS

Suggested careers are Advertising Executive, Architect, Web Designer, Creative Director, Public Relations, Fine or Commercial Artist, Interior Decorator, Lawyer, Librarian, Musician, Reporter, Art Teacher, Broadcaster, Technical Writer, English Teacher, Architect, Photographer, Medical Illustrator, Corporate Trainer, Author, Editor, Landscape Architect, Exhibit Builder, and Package Designer.

(PS: I want to be almost all of the above carreers)

CREATOR WORKPLACES

Consider workplaces where you can create and improve beauty and aesthetic qualities. Unstructured, flexible organizations that allow self-expression work best with your free-spirited nature.

Suggested Creator workplaces are advertising, public relations, and interior decorating firms; artistic studios, theaters and concert halls; institutions that teach crafts, universities, music, and dance schools. Other workplaces to consider are art institutes, museums, libraries, and galleries.

2nd Best Occupational Category

You're an ORGANIZER

Keywords:

Self-Control, Practical, Self-Contained, Orderly, Systematic, Precise, and Accurate

These conservative appearing, plotting-types enjoy organizing, data systems, accounting, detail, and accuracy. They often enjoy mathematics and data management activities such as accounting and investment management. Persistence and patience allows them to do detailed paperwork, operate office machines, write business reports, and make charts and graphs.

Section I: You and Your Team

This personality overview section highlights your natural workplace talents—the tasks you pursue with passion. You'll learn how your natural strengths complement those of your coworkers and how, joining forces, you can resolve on-the-job dilemmas.

Section II: Your Key To Success

Here you discover your capacity for dispelling disruption and maximizing profitability. Use this proven, beyond-self-perception advice to create a more positive career path free of detours.

Section III: Managing Strengths and Weaknesses

Your evaluation's highest and lowest scores result in this section's recommendations for staying on-track in your career and reversing wrong turns. In focusing on your talents and missteps, you'll re-stoke your energy and enthusiasm for managing costly mistakes.

Section IV: Leadership Power Moves

This final section identifies your "street sense," those power moves that turn obstacles into insignificant details. Here suggestions based on your color-ranked evaluations will guide you towards making the most of an interview or harnessing your fast-paced workday.

try yourself here

should I see you again this summer?

seeing yourself in somebody else

I just realize that when we think about something on ourself, sometimes there are a lot of things we missed. Now that I realize this one thing, I am very gratefull.

When we think on ourselves, do our own introspections, there are some things we missed, we are caught up in our own minds.

But I find it when we talk about our introspections with other people, sometimes it was not the other person who brings up the true of ourselves, but we came to realize it by ourselves. maybe sometimes it is better to talk with ourselves through a media. for me, I have two things as the media, other people and writings..

hmm..

I hope by this, everything will be better..

oh maybe you could read this as an inspiration

BIRTHDAY WISH!

I know it's still in two months...

well.. I hope I got good grades on 2nd Final Project Preview Session

but, for the gift..

can I have this dad? :D

something called

lately, I have become so sensitive.

first to blame, PMS. a phenomenon that I never understand and mostly unable to solve.

false blame?

maybe, I just got too much of things in my mind and no balance in my heart?

or maybe, I just asked too much?

or maybe, I just don't get what I deserve?

or maybe, I am being normal and people are being insensitive?

or maybe,.... I don't know...

then I come across Reytia's post on this, then I have this thought.

everyone of us wants to be understand. obviously.

but every one of us has to big of something called ego.

and when no one would turn down the ego,

the world ends.

maybe, take a deep breath. exhale.

let's try to turn down ego.

Pieces

that one day I woke up

take a nice shower

and wear my best shirt

and walk with proud

yet one thing seems to fall

and other seems to follow

but it never came across my mind

that it was a sign

at the end of the day

everything falls apart

my best shirt still be the best

but I fall apart

Wish List

let's review last new year wishes, shall we?

Digital SLR Camera Canon 400D - not yet, wacom bamboo - subsititute with a bigger one :), new lomography camera - not yet, green converse - substitute with green Nike Dunk :), clothes standing - not yet, twilight saga books - read 'em all :), yes man - watched it, john mayer live? - still in hunting :)

now..

let's start one by one

Nikon CoolPix P90

I hope I can save up money from internship for this and giving up my Nikon F50 SLR camera :) the spec looks okay, and quite handy, and also nice

I really need a camera to document stuff from school and this and that

wish me luck this time :)

My New Baby!

I Am Coming!

Mickey, I am coming for you..

And I'm going to bring my dear Holga Grogi :D

picture from here

Push Botton House 1 / Adam Kalkin

Push Botton House 1 / Adam Kalkin

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Doriana e Massimiliano Fuksas designed theater set

Doriana e Massimiliano Fuksas designed theater set

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Veneza Farm Chapel / Decio Tozzi

Veneza Farm Chapel / Decio Tozzi

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Tell A Story

If I tell a story about my life, would anyone be interested to hear?

photo: life drawing

Little Things: Understanding

"sometimes we wished to be understand, but all we do is silence"

perhaps sometimes, silence is not gold.

I'm starting to use the positive energy driven from PMS. :)

Wanted.

Perché Sono Impaurito

and the cheering up thingy..
it doesn't work this time.

and I wonder why and how it worked in the past?
I need something that works, perché sono impaurito.

Ma manterrò appena sulla prova.
:D

Seeing Double

a couple days ago, before I went to campus, I was picking up some clothes to be worn to campus and my eyes fell to my soft pink sweater top that the last time I wore it was way back in 2006. It was short (at the waist) and my comfy pants was on laundry so I wore my other jeans which is hipster type and to avoid undergarments exhibition due to the hipster type pants, I wore a black long top underneath the sweater. something casual, but I thought it was something that no one would wear.

Laras and I agreed to meet up at around 12 or later at campus. when she arrived, she came up to me and I was shock because she was wearing the same style of clothing I was wearing, the same shoulder bag type, and the same white/off white canvas slip on shoes. Fortunately, the clothes were in different color. I laughed.

so how did we end up wearing the same style? I don't know.
not a big deal.
when she asked me to accompany her to accompany a friend's friend to a tour around the campus, I was being a little worried. we would be like two people matching each other having a tour around the campus, but what the hell. I prefer that than sitting doing nothing.

so how did we dress up?

this is how we do it!