Crazy, Crazy Things

it's amazing what people can do when they are angry and confused.

amazing. crazy, crazy things.

Dilemma?

I could not even pick between a 2 or a 5 to fit in a Sudoku puzzle when those are the only choice of number to fit in a 9 box of the 81 puzzle (I am sure I got you confused, but if you play one maybe you'll get what I meant).

So how do I assure myself to pick a job with a more diverse job description but I am sure I will love and pretty much still understand; or a more settle job (for example, an architect). Both I want, but not sure which one wants me back (wth was I thinking?)

I am blabbing. It's all about taking chances, but this time my gut is telling me nothing.

My First Postcard from Postcrossing

so excited to receive this. the postcard has an architecture object on it, and it's one of famous architecture landmark. so excited, I am lost for words :)))

Letters

you came in a line

dropping in letter by letter

silent whispers like you used to

it turns to little laugh

and grow little story

a habit once shared

line by line progress

and line became words

words became letters

but, this is as far as we'd go

separate in time and place

just like yesterdays

you're fading away

you came as quick

as you'd go

~thanks for the short talk

Smoke

you're blowing smoke in my eyes
blurring vision and sights
bright eyes and teasing grin
a past seeping in

I've had breathless morning
waking up to reality
a trust for you is daunting
unless you'd give me clarity