Cetakan Pertama Grogi

hari ini saya bermacet-macet ria ke kemang,mensyukuri bahwa saya belum bisa menyetir, mensyukuri bahwa saya punya supir untuk mengantar-antar, dan akhirnya mencetak film pertama si GROGI..

seperti biasa.. GROGI. bingung mau nyetak.. akhirnya yasudahlah.. gak usah neko-neko. langsung cetak aja, mbak!

beberapa jam kemudian..

foto pertama si Grogi jadi. 6 foto. 2 foto sawah. 2 foto lampu chandelier mini di rumah saya. 1 foto saya. 1 foto wajah teman double exposure pula. tampak seperti foto gagal..
tapi foto saya di sawah bagus.. sedikit block hitam di kanan tidak apalah.. wajah si teman ini juga cukup oke.. walaupun siluet.. saya sendiri jadi ragu itu wajah siapa..

ya beginilah..

think.

I hate it.
when I think about "it" too much.
when I should just not think.

oh, what's going on?

like john mayer's "i don't trust my self (with loving you)"

who do i love,
you, or the thought of you?

i am not sure, mr..
do i want to be sure? i am not sure too..
maunya apa sih gue?

juggling

how do you keep in touch with everyone you know?
I seem to lost track with lots of things (read:friends)..
and they thought I changed. oh, damn.

i hate pms days.it just made things more complicated.

Slightly Dorky non-Nerd

it's just random thoughts

too many questions, confusion, running in my head
and i haven't find the answers

what's the difference between you then, and you now?
is it wrong if this weird feeling surface?
am I wrong to let this feeling grow?
why do i feel there's a distance since I had this feeling?
why do I get weird when I can't talk to you?
why do I feel you're making a space between us?
why do I have to act weird because all of it?
why do we have to exchange that weird stares?

and most of all,
why is it only me who feel this way?

Meet HOLGA GROGI

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

oiya.. meet my GROGI. a Christmas requested-present for me from my brother.

norak banget baru punya kamera HOLGA baru. saking GROGInya pas masang film, kayanya ngasih nama si kamera gue, GROGI, asik juga. HOLGA GROGI HOLGA GROGI. lucu jg ah.

malem taun baruan kmaren, si GROGI ikut gue taun baruan di rumah Mumu. entah aku yang bodoh atau si Grogi udah error.. her fabolous colour-flash-gel tidak berfungsi. pas masang batere emang gue bingung berat bo. di tempat baterenya, kedua tempat baterenya memiliki per di bagian bawah, brarti baterenya gue pasang dengan arah yang sama. kutub yang datar nempel sama pernya. tapi, di tempat batere yang kanan, gambarnya menunjukkan kalo kutub yang negatif harusnya di atas.. ah, gue pikir.. ikutin aja lah si per nya..

NAH. KOK GA MAU NYALA FLASHNYA KMAREN?
BODOHNYA. bukannya dicoba dulu abis masang batere, gue langsung masang filmnya aja. dengan keyakinan gue dg letak pernya.

Grogi, semoga kamu baik-baik saja ya..
tapi sekarang harus moto kamu kalo terang nih.. hiks..